It is just one of these days you hate and you wish you were dead although your mom says it’s not real and it’s all in your head.
But… how can she know that?
She never set a foot inside with me or kept me company, just dropped me, even kicked me out of the car because she said she couldn’t walk that far.
How can she do this to her only child – lonely me – deliver it into the claws of to the enemy?
I tried it all cried, yelled, screamed and begged for hours on my knees.
She totally ignored me, asked advice from her niece.
“Better let Candy cool down somewhere else or you create a monster.
“That is what the stupid cow of a niece said to my mom, I wonder how that woman can be so blind and extremely dumb.
It is very hard to believe she ever went to that monstrous school, those teachers are not cool!
“Candy behave”, my mom said.
What the hell does she mean by saying that to me I’m the sweetest girl around, she should be happy and proud of me instead of spanking me on her knee!
I cried out loud and begged her again and again…
“It is me Candy your sweety I am so scared of that man!”
“Please, come inside with me and see…”
“Who do you mean?”, she asked suddenly, “Is it a kid in your class that’s bothering you or do you mean that handsome teacher…
“Her eyes sparkled as she blushed while my mouth fell wide open as I noticed her neck that showed me the bite.
“Who did taste you over there, when was it and where”, I yelled at her.
She giggled like a stupid 13-years old chick as she declared that stupid teacher did it.
“I’m not always ignoring you my sweetheart I had a look at your school, well for the biggest part, and you know what he thinks I’m smart.
“How come I am the only one with a mother who can not even protect her daughter?
Next day as I went back to school I didn’t say goodbye to the fool that was no longer the person I once loved to death.
It didn’t matter she didn’t notice I left.
“What made him ask what is written on the blackboard if he knows I can not read and it’s all abracadabra to me?”
“Hey sweety sit straight, I asked you to read out loud what this is about”, he hissed at me.
He looked me in the eye and suddenly I knew why.
This was not about me, that teacher was a big joke, how come I didn’t see he cannot write at all.
“Prepare for your fall!”
I ain’t the sweetest candy – it’s only what you all believe – I can seriously hurt with my scream of fear and that is how I’ll pierce that blood-sucking heart.
Death is near.